They don't get it. None of them. I give it my very best... 'Try to be the person whose thought will bring nothing but happy smiles to your face.
I never intended for you to swear at me. To hate me.
I just wanted a few nice words. Like I was important.
Bright red, and going at 120kmph.
I get great grades. I'm right up there in the top 5. I don't lie to you.
I've always only wanted to make you proud.
Still, all you see are my faults. I was telling you what I happened at college today, and you just looked through me. When I was done, you filled the silence by telling me to find some hobby. Do something. Like all my cousins were.
It'd be great to be under it.
I so wish you'd feel what I feel for you. You know that surging feeling that threatens to envolope you, and you want it to? Because it's a happy feeling? And you just know, that that's what you want to feel everyday of your life. So, you give your best, each day?
I'd probably hear my bones crunch, before the pain would make me numb.
Maybe seeing me suffering, you'd feel it. Maybe this is how I'll have paid for every wrong I've done. Finally.
This was it. I could see the number plate.It was now or never.
It's just respect you know. I don't want to be better than her, more important than her, lesser than her or less important than her.
I don't want to be the person you call only when she isn't talking to you. I don't want to be the person whose left to stare at the phone willing it to ring, because she's now back in your life.
I just want to be me, and want that to be just perfecto.
Crunch.
I think twice before I speak. I think twice before I act. I stuff down food, 'cuz I know else it'll worry you. I eat up happy words when I know you've had a bad day, and stand by you while you deal with it. I eat up sad words when I know you've had an awesome day, and smile with you. I think ten times before I smile.
And still, I'm pleaded with to eat because it was made specially for me.
Comfortably numb.
Finally.
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Absolutely fictitious. Any resemblance to people living or dead and instances is purely coincidental.
If you didn't understand a word, your fiene. If you did, you're visiting too often, it's getting to you.
Roight.
You're one shady character man.
thats a weird one...
anyhow.. wanted to inform you of URL change.. take care, sweets..
Absolutely fictitious. Any resemblance to people living or dead and instances is purely coincidental
do you intend me to buy that disclaimer???
hmmmmmmmmmmm...
Anti-depressant anyone? (The day i ask this to some one is a sad day indeed)
Well done work though..
yea ok.. whatever :|
Rythwin
Ok... Cosmic Twins aside... this is weird... I wrote something very very veeeeerrrryyyy similar to this a year or so ago... jus a minor change in the end.. 8-|
Anywayz, what's new, right?
*Hugs*
hey.. nice one :).. interesting.. thot u didnt like the ones with the fatal endings?
Absolutely fictitious. Any resemblance to people living or dead and instances is purely coincidental
UH-HUH
i think its really wierd that you think before you smile
its crazy
smile enjoy life..
WHUS!
and WHY IS THE WORD VERIFACTION BACK?
while reading this blog i don't know y but i had a feeling u were talking of some1 very close..
this kind of situation arises almost in every1's life....
i think here u r refering to some1 very close to u, like ur mum, dad or maybe an older brother!!
it cld be fictitious but its something i keep hearing abt!!
PS : This word verification thing really is a pain!!
men are really not that bad :-S
@Koze: Thanks woman.
@Anna: Thanks to you too. I can't seem to figure out what's changed though.
@Nav: It'd be an excellent investment.
@Dark: Thank you.
@Ry: Right back atchya.
@Triya: You've got to be kidding me! Crazy. Thanks for the hugs.
@Vishal: I hate other people writing them, thinking them, contemplating them, believing them and living them. Works for me though.
@Sis: Why is everyone doubting that? *sheepish look* The word verification was always there, didn't go nowhere, and it's a necessary evil. Sawwy.
@Ira: Like I said, sawwy about the verification, but there's too much spam otherwise.
It's not about one person. It's about a person s thoughts with respect to his/her mum, dad, sibling, friend, boyfriend and anyone else you can think of.
@Rodent: And to reinforce that you call yourself a "Rat" ???
Thanks for dropping by guys!
All my love.
Good one...
Too much pain though. But then, that's okay.
Like they say, we all get there eventually...
Cheers!
PS Me is back, the fotos are on the way!!
Thank you.
SG.