This vacation, I've decided is going to be about doing all the stuff that scares me, super self conscious that I am. And guess what, two days into my holidays, and I've managed to start. And once I start, I sail along just fine.
No major feats, just small stuff. It's the daring yourself stuff I keep yapping about- here's an FYI, it works! On my "things to get done before this year ends", every year was learn dance. And now I am. Sure, dance would be stretching things a bit, for now at least- I have to be the most ill coordinated person on the entire planet!! While shoes come as a major first when I need to measure a person up, the person s ability to actually laugh at himself comes a very very close second. So, if I use that to judge people (which includes me), I needed to do this, if only to just laugh.
It's going to be two years now, that I haven't done any art stuff. The last break I gave myself, was for my sis s birthday gift. Every time I look at that wall, I remember the exhilaration, the... there's just something about art and me. Two years ago, I just stopped. I couldn't even look at color, without wanting to avert my eyes. Yesterday, I attended a workshop for art and it's time I laid the past to rest.
I've always been called the granny... People come up to me and talk, and I let them talk themselves out. Sort themselves out. Stand up for yourself, believe in yourself, fight for what your believe, fight for what and whom you love... I realize now, how empty those words used to be back then- heck I have a tough time believing that people actually believed me when I said such stuff. Maybe it was the conviction, maybe it was just an echo of what they believed in and just wanted to hear it aloud from someone else, maybe. Because, it's only today, that when I say them, I can answer your skeptical look- and say been there, done exactly that.
I never will have to worry about writing about something I have no idea about- just mouthing clichè s. I finally, live up to myself.
To write well, you have to write about something you know.
We all have choices. To stand up for yourselves and/or what/whom you believe in, or to give up. To believe, or to fool yourselves into disbelieving. To give in, or to fight. To fight, or to concede. We just need to remember that just like our choices are half chance, so are others'.
I'm not too sure about this one though. You like your cakes with eggless or without eggless? And thankfully this is one I really don't have to make, cuz there's this place here, that offers both!! What say you?
Hello, will you send me the file you orignally downloaded as you said? :)
Hello,
Yes I will. My comp s crashed and I don't have the file on my laptop, but I will- as soon as I can.
SG.
Heya PK,
Howwa u? It's good to see u bk in such good spirits...
I know what you mean about the art. It's just as if something in my chest contracts when I see something that I visualised, that I created... Maybe it's the same for u??
And yes, I'd like one order of the cake without eggless please. :D
Truly,
PK.
i say what ive always said.. u is the mad :/
And without eggless for me too please
Rythwin
It would be worth our eyes if you care to upload your art work, it is just I am curious to see!
hehe...can deal with the world going down the toilet,but can't deal with a computer crash.
hilarious,that ;)
P.S. What's 'without eggless'?
I'll have eggless,please :) - Good for my vegetarian conscience,that is.
@ triya: Where've you been lil lady?! I can't remember the last time I saw you here.
Yep, that's it.
Pk? You too? How come?!
@ Ry: Smart man.
@ titash: Heard you, done that.
@ a: True, that. It's a tough choice- and one made on TV. Best part is, it's supposed to attract more customers! people!
Thanks for dropping by guys,
All my love.