So why am I here again? Because while I "knew" these things, "saw" these things, I did really somewhere believe that this couldn't be ALL of it. That if I believed enough, even if somewhere deep down I clung on and kept my dreams, I'd be proven wrong. That somehow, somewhere I'd "see the light". Be enlightened.
And to tell you the actual absolute truth, the whole "love of your life" thing, I really couldn't care less about; the "friends are forever" , through thick and thin and all that- I DID believe in.
Sure, I've had my share of bad luck on the way- but I'd figured that if someone could stand you/ stand with you through the worst parts of your life and still want to be around you, they knew you. And could/ would understand you. Liked you. Would stick around till the end.
It's hard enough to find a person who you weren't worried about showing your true colors to, turns out, even if they stick around after that, it's not forever.
I wonder when IT IS forever? If it ever is, that is.
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Wow. That's a whole lot of "some" s !!!
in the matters of the heart,methinks that the "they says" must not be heeded to much.
people always come and go...what they do to you however is more important than their presence/absence.
i guess we all go numb sometime or the other
Nice blog indeed.. keep posting...
______Satya...
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