Just a small town girl in the city lights
The best was yet to come
Then lonely days turned to endless nights
The best was yet to come
How were you to know
That you would be the lucky one
Ain't it funny how time flies
When the best was yet to come
You can cry yourself to sleep at night
You can't change the things you've done
You had it there then it slipped away
Yeah you left the song unsung
Even through your tears
I never saw you come undone
What's so good about goodbye
When the best was yet to come
I find myself thinkin' about yesterday
When you were here and livin' in a dream
In the moment that it takes
You find you made your first mistake
Like the setting sun....
You turn around it's gone.
... I don't know how these lyrics have anything to do with anything... but I was just wondering.. thinking about how I've become, true to my name, an Ice Princess. No one gets too close and no one gets to touch me ME.
I'm wondering if there is a ME me anymore. Is there?
If there is then why doesn't that anger come anymore...?? When someone thinks he/she has the right to point fingers at my family. And it's not the situation of letting the barking dogs, bark. When he/she thinks they have the right to demand stuff from me, when they don't.
Isn't friendship about selflessness and space and being ones own self? Then why am I on crossroads. And why isn't it hurting? Making me angry? Making me shout?
I'm just calm (It's scary doing this.. self analysis thing. I'm not used to it. I think it's fake). It's like I've given up.. like there's no point.
ugggggggghhh.. whatever, eh? I've got to learn how to use that word like I mean it. Like I don't have a care in the world. Guesss we can start from tomorrow... cuz for now, thanks for being patient enough to reach here...
Lots of hugs!
Yours forever sthupitly.
uuuuuuughhhhhhhh...
ok...
nice template
That is one ni-ice template.
And would u believe i am in the same state of being cold? Like as if I dont care anymore. But I am pissed that I am not pissed! How silly is that?!?!?
huh? whats up? ur not ur usual self.. << Totally diff frm ur other posts.. ur post got me thinking.. i dont agree that ME cannot exist when u agree uve become an "ice personality" .. dont post such posts.. i got scared for a sec.. as u see its 5 am and the lites are off :P .. deep but the post indicates a disturbance in mind.. ? seriously.. dont deviate from ur happy go lucky self...
Vadivelu - "Dont worry Be happy :-P"
anyway.. nice new template but kinda confusing... coz the names apper after the comment.. have to get that solved :P
cool template, will read ur post later bbye ~preeti
vhery bhery nice template.....
im kinda in a similar saturated state of mind right now too!! i dont care anymore and i dont get angry.... i've started to accept things the way they are and this pisses me off completely it is so so different from the ME me....
the dont care bug bites us all.. its a phase and it will pas..relax and take it as it comes.. btw this is one heckuva template..
@sis: uuuuuuuugggggghhhhhhhhhh... yes? thankus.
:)
@anna: hey long time no see. Thankus.
@soldier: uh-huh
@preeti: thankus to you too.
@aytida: thankus to you too too.
@BS: there's three whole LONG posts on my many trips. decide for yourself... mental, dental and more.
@vishal: thankus to you too too too.
Thanks for bisiting guys and for liking the template. I was hoping you guys would like it... It took me the whole of sunday to crack the code and work with it... Anyway, finally it's done and it was worth the effort!!
Lotsaluv,
Yours forever sthupitly.
being calm might be scary but then it sure has a lot of energy saved inside it...try using that energy for something else.
and stop sounding as if there's something wrong with you..coz there isn't.
update: my lab expts are finally working...yaaay