She could hear the breeze. The birds going back to their nests. The traffic. She could hear all of it. But they’d be back again. The peace lasted for only a while. The voices would be back to torment soon.
Really? What makes you think your good? You think they really like you? Hahahahaha, your so naïve.
Think. The horn honking below on the street. The ice cream vendors bell. The aeroplane flying above. What else, what else? Think of something quick. Keep them away. Think of something good, anything…
Have you looked at yourself? I never liked you for your looks. No chance.
Something. Please, oh please. Not already. Anything. Anythi…
What bullshit. Remember that thing you were going to start this summer? That social service thing? What happened to that? I was supposed to help you, na?
It was back. His voice. She’d done the best she could by him. Everything she could. But the words he’d said were back. He'd said sorry later on. She’d listened. Just shut up and listened. From begining to end. To every word. Or so it seemed. They seemed to be etched to memory. The scorn, the anger… etched to the heart.
You know what she is? She is perfect. She’s beautiful, she respects me and she is the best. The only reason I’m talking to you, is because she wants me to.
No no no. Make them stop. Please… Not already. Think. Think harder. Sheep. Stars. Something. Coffee. Mom. Dad.… There were tears sliding down her cheeks by now.
You think your popular? That that guy really liked you? Are you nuts?
It was over. The silence. The peace. There was no point fighting. Nothing would come of pleading. There wasn’t anyone to listen her, was there?
You’re a terrible person. You’re a loser. I felt sorry for you. That’s why I stayed.
She looked up, as if expecting an answer… There were stars sprinkled across the sky now… a sight that would make even the most defeated person feel a slight tinge of what she’d always thought could only be called magic.
It only lasted for a moment. It was an illusion. ‘Didn’t even last long enough to lull a person into false security. Something was trying to squeezing her insides… the pain was unbearable.
She felt a shiver pass through her. It made her shake even harder.
God save people from best friend s like you.
She let it.
wow...i could almost feel the strife for a moment...this is definitely by far one of the best works of yours in the two years i've been reading your blog now.
just wanted to ask this: is it that bad? i mean do you have to go thru all this?
*hugs and loads of love*
take good care
Smile! 'Cuz tomorrow's going to be worse!
I liked tis and also all the other quotes..nice ones..
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
@nav: No use saying it wasn't me, eh? Can't think of what gave me away :)
Is it that bad? Yeah, it was. Better now.
Do I have to go through all this? Seriously, no. But then I wouldn't be me.
Danke. Needed them.
@shiv : Where have I heard that before!! *scratches beard*
Thank you, I'm glad you like the stuff I've put up.
@dark: That's what I thought too!!!
Thanks for dropping by guys,
All my love.
SG.
Ahh.. nice post.. very very well made.. really liked the language.. u made it sound like fiction but you aint fooling no one....
Somehow your post reminded me of the song by westlife/boyzone(wadever) called words...
Anyway cheer up.. there is always a tomorow.. god knows if it will be good or bad.. but thats what livings for.. to know what tomorrow brings.. best to stop wallowing in the past and the things that HAS happened and think about what will happen in the future.. Lifes great.. took me some time to realise it and now i am free of my bondage :D
Take care
Rythwin
D'oh!
Looks like I am soon gonna be under the endangered species umbrella...
*gets ready to put up a fight*
@ Ry: Thank you for liking it. I'm not sure if it should be liked. Hey! Words is an absolutely amazing song, but how this reminds you of it, I haven't the remotest idea.
It's so totally great that your free and living life the way it should be lived. There's a lot you deserve, and now your going and getting it.
*hugs*
@bs : It's not THAT bad.
All my love,
SG.
When I go in that mode of thinking, where Im a lot serious kinds...think ma brain talks to me in exactly the same kinda thoughts....
Nice one here gal!!
No kidding!!!
As much as I like that fact that you liked the post, I'd rather there was no one in the world who had to feel this way.
Thankus.
'forever sthupitly.
ahhh.And I used to think cartoons and comic strips were all there is to life.Can't comment on this post since it is a bit over my head,but yes.Can holler a hello ;)
Doing fine,thank you :)
I was starting to thinking sanity had ceased to exit.
'forever sthupitly.
read this one again today...still in awe of it
You're nuts.
SG.