I dunno what it is, or maybe I do, but there's something about meeting up with old friends. Mine, thankfully, aren't THAT old, as yet anyway... We don't see each other everday anymore, spend 8 hours sitting in classes together and then another 2 hours at some doggone tuition and then another few hours on the phone, jabbering about something we managed to forget to talk about. Imagine that.

Actually, there's nothing to imagine about it, each of us has most definately at least one person, with whom you'd have felt this. Or did I just get lucky? I have at least 12 of them, on last count. Did I say lucky?!!!

Whether it's just the familiar faces or the security you find in something that's known to you... Or maybe it's both. I know it's not always going to be there, in fact I was pretty sure the time I had come to finally let go, but apparently not. Sure, it's different. But it's there. Sure, it'll be even more different, but at least the memories will be there.

There was and always is a lot of letting go involved... You don't share day-to-day secrets, it's probably not easy and at sometimes the easiest to make your confessions, it's a lot of giving in to the fact that maybe they've moved on and have found better friends, it's a lot of question marks in your mind about what and who your dearest friends have become even though deep down they are essentially the same... it's the same drumming on my head, it's the same making of the movie "pen" (in which I star), it's the same teachers and their stories... Which I don't think we are going to tire of anytime soon. You'd think their effect and "funnyness" wared off after 6 years!

If I relate some of that stuff to you, you'll probably give me a weird look; ok a weirder look, happy? But with them, it's still hilarious enough to create an uproar. I think we've seen each other at our worst, through some of the toughest times, and some of the calmest and simplest and happiest times. I guess that's where the bond lies.

It was an absolute pleasure seeing everyone after ages, and right when I needed it. Just plain ol' laughter and commotion and acceptance. I dunno how that happened... the acceptance.. I was the "late entry" in the "gang"... but somehow, they let me in. And I'm forever indebted. Will be.

Anyway, that's enough of that. I hope each of us finds that solace, peace, calmness and a sense of joy and... just being with at least one friend. I hope each of my friends, you guys, always find good "better friends", if you must. May you always know, that there'll always be this grandma to come back to. And loads of happy things.

Yours forever sthupitly.

P.S : Results, are FINALLY, finally out. I cleared everything. Not that good, but managed to fit into the cream of the class. Can do better. Passed with warning.

I was just thinking... Last night, I suddenly, just wanted to talk to someone. It was past eleven. And I had to keep looking into my memory, for a person I could call up at such an hour, and not be worried.

Three people called. I was up till one something... and guess what? I still hadn't found out who I could call and... and well, just talk to. Half the people I know would have been talking to their respective "better halves", the other half would either have been talking to their fiances or sleeping or would have been dialing my number to cry their hearts out. Okie, that didn't come out well.. I'm not trying to take Cruella's place.

So, who do you call? When you just want to talk.... As in, you probably have nothing to talk about speciafically, but you just want company..?

Anyway, miserable things aside.. I have ONE more exam and then I am done!! hehehahahahahaha... And then there's english and then there's two and a half months of freedom...hehhahahahaha... You know, I just noticed, I do too much of this evil laugh these days... Cruella? Who me?

Anyhow, me not go anything to say for now *ahem*... Proper post, after my exams. People start looking old during these days... nothing to do. Just sit and stare at a book. Once in a while, you might even want to flip the page :) You guys have a great day! Lotsaluv.

Yours forever sthupitly.

Highlights of my day:

1. My alarm took a holiday today. I rose not to the shining sun, but to a bada-bong and a bada-bing on my head. In simpler words, I fell off the bloddy bed in the morning.

2. I got up late.

3. I had to reach college early. ( the 2nd and 3rd usually come together... something to do with fate!!)

4. I flunked my math paper.

5. A dog wanted to eat my clothes for breakfast.

6. The bathroom cleaner(male) seems to have taken a liking to me. (that seriously freaked me out!!)

7. I forgot to take my wallet with me. So, I had no cash on me.

8. The cafeteria lunch sucked. I had to beg and borrow to buy it!!

9. None of my physics experiments resulted in desired results. (Yay!! that's the first thing that's happened correctly in the day!).. and now i've forgotten english.

10. I lost my bus pass. And remember I had no cash.

11. While I wait at the bus stop and search my bag (read:dump) for my pass, 3 empty busses go past. On a normal day, during that particular hour, only ONE bus is suppose to cross that area.

12. Once I find my pass, and see a bus coming my way, I place my foot into cow-dung.

13. When its time to change buses, the 2nd bus conductor decides my bus pass in not valid. Remember I do not know Tamil, the language they speak... I mean, I know all the bad words, but those aren't exactly what I'd want to call him, specially when I want him to allow me to travel. You might want to recollect that I had no cash on me.

14. Also, I want to add... the reason for no cash in MY BAG, is because I gave all the change (around 20 bucks) to beggars and hungry children.. during the week.

.......... and the day ain't over as yet!!! Hahahha!! no such luck. I have 4 records to complete. Physics experiment values to manipulate and finalise, 3 engineering drawing charts to complete... and oh yeah?? A chemistry paper tomorrow!!

hahahahahhahahahahahahhaha!!!! hehehehhe!! hahahahhahahahahahahahhahahhahahahhah!!!

Hope your day was better than mine.